Because it's embarrassing to tell you not to go because I will miss you
Because I get more than elated when you tell me that you hate to see me go.
Because one of my favourite things to do in life is to sit with you in the car and talk.
Because I never mean to freak you out.
Because I like hugging you a lot.
Because I come in the 'group' things only because I know you'll be dropping me back.
Because my life's greatest fear is that I might drunk-call you someday.
Because my life's greatest tragedy is that I intimidate you.
Because each time you don't call/text/reply, I go into my bubble of self doubt.
Because I like to look at you when you drive.
Because you said my lips are nice, today.
Because I don't get how I make you feel heavy inside.
Because I hope and wish that you'll text tonight.
Because I am not having coffee/chocolate or any of its forms for a month now.
Because you matter.
A lot.
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I'm still left with a major portion of my toughest exam this year. When's the exam, you ask? Tomorrow morning at 9. At 23:11, I wo...
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Do you remember the time when we'd dress up and pretend to be movie stars, pop stars.. rockstars? Or the time when we'd draw out li...
chokes me. and tells me a lot about you that i never knew before. <3
ReplyDeleteYeah? Like what?
ReplyDeleteBecause it is awesome the way you said it.
ReplyDeleteBecause you think I'm sleeping, but really I'm not. And I'm listening.
ReplyDeleteBecause I hear your breathing, and your heartbeat laying there, and I know you arent asleep, and you are thinking of us
Because I know you are smiling when you are thinking of us
Because you dont do cheesy-romantic like I do.. but you do just fine with a "itne din kaha thi?"
Because you stand leaning against the door watching me when I put on my kohl
Because you listen to me when I say its enough cigarettes for the day
Because you yell at me and I yell at you... and then we pause and go make love
Because you hold my hand when you are driving
Because you make me feel safe
Because you take ridiculous amount of my pictures, and make me look like a diva
Because you look at those pictures when I am gone
Because it's pretty dumb that I said I dont want long term, and yet I see myself with you
Because you say cappuchino, marlboro and barely covered me is your idea of a sunday afternoon
Because I love sunday afternoons
Because things are so perfect, Im shit scared I will mess it up
Because the last time we made love, I almost did mess it up
Because I almost said I love you.
@Ananya- Because I like being flattered.
ReplyDelete@She- Because it kills me that I can't stalk you!
Also, maybe you should say 'I love you' if you mean it enough. Not say it too much, though.
Nay, I dont mean it- mean it. Its more like in the moment kind of mean it, bcz its so darn perfect right then :)
ReplyDeleteMoreover, I love you is kind of a jinx, I have observed my "love" graph goes downhill once I actually say it :P :D
Story of all lives, isn't it? :P
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