Saturday, February 5, 2011

Learning... the hard way!

Lately, I am finding out way too many things about myself bit by bit. I have to admit I am not a fan of this development.

I never think about Ross anymore. NEVER.
Except for when I need a pick-me-up.

A little flirting after a tiring day, a little sex pre an exam I am not prepared for, a little mush talk during my period, a little hug when I have a fever.... just that!
He does not pass my mind at all. I have become the epitome of detachment; even for him.
It's unbelievable.

It makes you think how time changes things and people. Change is a funny thing. You never quite know how and when it's happening until one day you look at yourself and wonder how you got here. I am doing some serious looking-at-myself on and off.

Discoveries may not always be pleasant.

The 'getting over', as it were, doesn't make me a bad person I know. It has been a hundred years (to say the least!). 
But the selfish use? That can't be adding brownie points to my karma chart?
But then, what is?

Good Night. 

3 comments:

  1. remember when you were on the other side? losing a special place in someone's life? its just your turn at the other end of the rope baby

    ReplyDelete
  2. @anon- I hope so.

    @It's good to be alive- Care to elaborate? :)

    ReplyDelete