Saturday, February 5, 2011

Learning... the hard way!

Lately, I am finding out way too many things about myself bit by bit. I have to admit I am not a fan of this development.

I never think about Ross anymore. NEVER.
Except for when I need a pick-me-up.

A little flirting after a tiring day, a little sex pre an exam I am not prepared for, a little mush talk during my period, a little hug when I have a fever.... just that!
He does not pass my mind at all. I have become the epitome of detachment; even for him.
It's unbelievable.

It makes you think how time changes things and people. Change is a funny thing. You never quite know how and when it's happening until one day you look at yourself and wonder how you got here. I am doing some serious looking-at-myself on and off.

Discoveries may not always be pleasant.

The 'getting over', as it were, doesn't make me a bad person I know. It has been a hundred years (to say the least!). 
But the selfish use? That can't be adding brownie points to my karma chart?
But then, what is?

Good Night. 


  1. remember when you were on the other side? losing a special place in someone's life? its just your turn at the other end of the rope baby

  2. @anon- I hope so.

    @It's good to be alive- Care to elaborate? :)