Saturday, May 14, 2011

Nerd Me.

How is it that even the cap of a stupid orange pen you're using to underline seems to be talking to you?
How is it that all your energies are channelized towards critically analyzing a wall?
Is it just me or does it feel like vacation period right when it is not supposed to?

Yes yes... yours truly is taking University Finals and chanting mantras in her sleep to get average marks. All my life marks have never mattered. They were always really just a number. Hence, to think for them to have gained such magnitude of importance before my last year in college is amusing, to say the least. 

Anyway, I took my first exam and by the grace of the Universe (and the University?) it went quite well. 
...And there were four!

You go around with no care in the world. You meet people, chill, dance, get high, love, laugh, eat, shop...
Also, there are other days when you feel this urgent need to strangle somebody. Sometimes yourself.
Over the years of your (rather unfruitful) existence which is filled with uncertainties of all kinds, you somehow manage to sail through just right. You learn your lessons, you pick up broken pieces, you learn to smile more often than not.

All in all, you realize that, contrary to popular belief, life is pretty long. And annoyingly so, sometimes. Couched in it's glory of bitter sweet moments, it's unreal how easy life is. 
So easy that it makes you laugh.
And then of course, it's exam time again...